(Updated .)

While I'm not going to go into the specifics, I will tell you all this, the short time we've had in 2006 has been more painful to me than any other year of my life that I can remember. Even more painful than when I lost my father. Lori and I are going our separate ways, and I'm moving back to Michigan. I wish that things weren't the way they're turning out to be, but they are, and there's nothing I can do about it.

I would like to publicly thank Lori for the years of happiness that she's given me, through thick and thin, better and worse, richer and poorer. I just wish that there had been more of the richer part than the poorer that we've had, but I don't regret even that.

To make it clear, Lori, I miss you, and I haven't even left yet.